When a woman loves.
She loves for real.
There is no playing games when a woman can admit to herself that she is in love with a man.
There is no second guessing that feeling that you get inside when you see him and can't wipe that smile off your face.
There is no denying that once you love that man, you can truly say that you are in love, true love with that man, that you will not love him for life.
People say that you never forget your first.
For men this may be true.
But a woman never forgets, her first, her second, her last, or her only.
When a woman loves there is nothing that she will not do for her love. She may say that there are certain things that she can not bring herself to do, and this is true.
But something that is compelled by true love will get done.
When a woman loves there is no amount that is too much until that amount turns her love into foolishness.
Men do not understand that when a woman loves, she loves for real.
When a woman can look you in the eyes and begin to tear up, men wonder is this B*%ch crazy.
No we are in love.
When a woman loves she will put up with shit that others can look at and say why?
But with love comes heartbreak, and the ability to stay strong and move on.
My first love. He hurt me, he hurt me like no other could or has ever.
I loved him so much that I took all the ridicule from others saying that it will never work. He isn't going to do right by you. He will hurt you one day. Nothing no one said could change the love that I have for that man.
Long story short, they were right. After all the love and devotion that I betrothed on to him he did as they said, he was unfaithfull.
I lost 10lbs and cried for a week straight over loosing him. But all in all the betrayal is what caused me to walk away. But as I looked and watched him walk out that door, I knew that no matter what just happened I would love him always.
To this day I love him.
I just wish that men could behold the ability to do the same.
